December 30th, 2008 by admin
I awaken alone in bed and it takes me a minute to figureout where i’m. Then I remember, and that i’m in a little bit a panic as to why I’m alone. I sit up straight and go searching. Where is Kyle?
The toilet door opens, and that i see him, fully dressed and heartbreakingly gorgeous. He comes over to the bed and sits down beside me, but I push his hands away and head for the lavatory. Once I close the door, I lean against it and shut my eyes, attempting to stem the sudden threat of tears, slow my heartbeat and catch my breath. I knew he was leaving today. It’s hardly news to me, and he wants me to compliment him. It’s unlike he’s leaving me because he doesn’t want me…this is my choice, but that doesn’t make it a simple one. a delicate tap at the door makes me jump.
“Lanie?” Kyle’s voice is soft and delicate, but concerned. “Baby, are you ok?”
“Give me a minute,” I be ready to choke out, and that i hear him move away. I brush my teeth quickly and splash some water on my face, crying quickly into the hand towel before taking a deep breath, pinching some color into my cheeks and finger combing my hair.
I step out of the rest room with a grin, determined to send Kyle off to Florida guilt-free. Leaving can be hard enough on him without worrying about me. He’s sitting at the bed again, hands clasped in front of him, head bowed, looking at the ground. He doesn’t search for. I stride over to him and grab his chin, lifting his face to search up at mine. i will be able to see tears glistening in his eyes, and my heart breaks another time. I drop to my knees and throw my arms around his neck, pressing my whole body into him. His arms wrap around me and that i realize it truly is where i would like to remain.
“What am I going to do without you?” I murmur into his neck.
“Miss me?” he suggests ruefully. That’s a given.
“Every single day,” I say. “What time is your flight?”
“9:00” he says. i glance on the clock. 7:00.
“Kyle, you should go! We don’t also have time for…you know…one more?”
“I’m sorry, babe. I overslept, needed to rush during the shower. And that i hated to wake you, you looked so beautiful.”
“Next time please wake me. i will’t stand this,” I say, choking back tears. He places a hand on either side of my face and presses his lips to mine firmly, yet very sweetly. Then he kisses my forehead and hugs me to him again.
“I must go,” he says quickly. He stands up and crosses to the door in a couple of long strides. “I’ll see you soon,” he says. And he’s gone. A bit like that.
My world instantly seems to give way on me. i will’t even think. All i do know is that an enormous component of my heart has just been ripped from my chest. Now what? I don’t even know what to do. To begin with, I throw myself at the bed for an excellent, long cry.
After an hour of tears, I realize this self pity can’t last. It’s pointless, a waste of time. i must discuss something. I step into the shower, as hot as i will be able to stand it, and concentrate on the texture of the water. Warming, soothing, cleansing. i believe scrubbed clean after I emerge, wearing a robe, towel-drying my hair, ready for a brand new start. Just then, I hear a soft knock at the door. I peer out the peephole. Rick.
Damn.
I don’t desire to see him. But my heart pounding in my chest says I’m a liar, and naturally i would like to work out him.
Double damn.
i glance at my watch, sigh, and shake my head. Kyle did give me permission to determine other folks, even to sleep with other people…I’m just fairly sure he didn’t expect the primary one to turn up on the door to his own hotel room so soon after he walked out the door.
Another knock, louder this time. I open the door and Rick pushes past me into the room.
“Come in,” I say sarcastically.
“Thank you,” he says, matching my tone. “So…Kyle’s gone.” He makes it a press release, not an issue, but then he raises his eyebrow at me, waiting.
“Yes,” I say. I don’t owe Rick any explanations, so I’m not being very forthcoming.
“And?”
“And I’m still here,” I say, looking him fiercely within the eye. Daring him to make a move. Half hoping he’ll, half scared he won’t. I’m by no means going to.
Rick stares back, and that i can feel my heart racing and warmth spreading through my body on the memory of these eyes, those lips, those hands, and, oh, that cock and what it may do to me…damn. My breath catches as he crosses the room in a couple of long strides, and before i’m able to react his mouth is crushing mine in a passionate kiss that sets my entire body on fire.
“Rick…” I gasp, breaking away and taking a step back. He steps forward, grabbing me around my waist and pulling me towards him, stopping my words with another kiss. His holds me tight as his tongue finds mine, fiercely, almost harshly. I struggle to tug clear of him, but he’s relentless.
“Lanie,” he growls in between kisses, “stop fighting me. You understand you’re mine…Kyle was a diversion…you’ve always been mine.”
I’m uncertain I consider him, but his kisses do feel amazing, and my body is instantly responding, registering his touch, remembering him. I’m bored with resisting. Bored with feeling so sad. Bored with worrying about what’s going to happen tomorrow. Breathless, I force all thoughts from my head and let myself go. Rick can sense that I even have succumbed and he is taking complete control. Still kissing me, he lifts me and carries me to the bed. As he sets me down, he yanks the gown off my shoulders, exposing my breasts, which he immediately attacks, licking and sucking them as he pushes me back onto the bed. I arch and throw my head back, offering myself to him, and Rick tears open the gown, leaving me naked. His eyes widen and his hands immediately begin caressing me on my breasts, my stomach, my legs.
“I’d almost forgotten how gorgeous you’re,” he breathed, moving in between my legs and kissing down my body, starting with my neck. “I desire to worship your body. i must pay homage to each inch of you.” I’m panting now; a mixture of his words, his hands, and his kisses have driven all rational thought from my body and left nothing but raw lust. Rick can sense this, and he desires to hear about it. He pauses his kisses and demands that i glance at him. My green eyes open to satisfy his brown ones, intently watching me.
“Tell me the way you feel about me, Lanie.” I squeeze my eyes shut again and shake my head. “Lanie,” he says firmly, reaching up and squeezing my nipple until it hurts and that i cry out. “How do you are feeling about me?”
“I don’t know, Rick,” I gasp, fighting back tears of frustration and anger.
“That’s not a solution,” he says. “Look at me!” I open my eyes slowly. “I want to know.” Something in his voice is pleading, more vulnerable, and it unleashes a flood of emotions in me.
“I care about you, Rick. You excite me. You’re older, more matured, sexy as hell, and also you get me. You recognize my body and while you fuck me it’s hot and wild and intense. i’ve got a yearning for you that I don’t think I’ll ever have the capacity to shake, and that i don’t really think i would like to. Any time you wish me, I’ll be ready for you. That portion of me will always be yours.” I raise my eyebrow at him. Was that adequate?
He answers me together with his fingers, reaching between my legs. “Fuck, you’re wet. You’re always ready for me, aren’t you baby?” He inserts two fingers and strokes them inside and out a couple of times, then brings them to his lips, licking my juices from his fingers. With out a word, he pulls my hips to the threshold of the bed and quickly removes his pants and boxers. He positions the end of his cock at my dripping opening, teasing me with just the end, moving it around in circles, pressing the pinnacle in and pulling it back out. I’m arching my hips up, seeking to draw him inside me, but he pulls away. “Not yet,” he says, intent on teasing me. He runs his cock all along my slit, and it feels so good. I grind against him, loving the sensation but wanting him to fill me. Rick grabs my ankles and lifts them up, placing them on his shoulders, then he pauses along with his throbbing cock barely touching me. I’m aching for it and he knows it.
“Beg me,” he says, with a wicked glint in his eye. I shoot him a glance right back. There’s no way I’m begging him for anything. Game over. I struggle to perk up, but he leans forward and pins me go into reverse. “Oh, no you don’t,” he hisses. “You want my cock. i need to listen to you beg for it.” He kisses me, taunting me along with his amazing tongue, his arms still pinning mine to the bed. i’m practically folded in half, as my legs are still on his shoulders, and his cock is pressed against me, torturing me with its hard, wet, heat.
“Beg me, Lanie. Plead for it. Tell me how bad you need me to fuck you. Inquire from me to plunge my cock deep into you. You realize you desire it. You recognize you must have it. All you want to do is beg me.” Then he’s kissing me again, wiping all resistance from my brain, in addition to my willpower and self respect.
I gasp and lift my hips, causing his cock to press harder against me. “i would like you, Rick. I want you to fuck me. i would like it hard, and that i need it instantly. Please!” At my words, Rick groans and thrusts his entire length into me. Then he stands up, his hands grabbing my ass, my legs on his shoulders, and drives into me, hard and deep, time and again. There’s nothing gentle or sweet about this. Nothing but wild, primal fucking. Before I know it, I’m yelling his name on the top of my lungs, and he’s shouting, “I’m going to make you return, Lanie. Oh, fuck, i need you to make you return!” Just hearing him say that does it for me, and that i gasp, “I’m coming!” Then I scream. So help me, God, I literally scream, and Rick’s moans join my screams as he shoots his hot cum into me, wave after wave. Bodies shudder together as we come off our high and collapse at the bed in a spent heap. i will be able to’t stop a sigh of contentment from escaping my lips, and Rick sweetly kisses me in response.
Just then, we both discover a banging at the wall round the corner. Rick looks at me in a panic.
Leslie. Rick’s bitch of an ex-wife is within the room round the corner.
I remember the night before, how I had listened to her cries as she and Rick fucked. I had forgotten that these walls are just a little thin.
“Is this a controversy?” I ask Rick. He looks slightly concerned, but merely shrugs. “We’ll see,” he says.
Just then, there’s an insistent knock on the hotel door. Rick and that i exchange a look, then he quickly pulls on his pants. The knocking has not stopped, and i’m quickly fastening the gown around me again when Rick strides over to the door and flings it open. There stands Leslie, fuming and delightful. She pushes past Rick and into the room.
“Come in,” I say sarcastically. People bursting into my hotel room uninvited is becoming a trend this morning.
Leslie shoots me a glance. “Shut up, bitch,” she says. I rise up slowly, the bitch in me waking up at her words. Even without shoes, my 5’8” frame towers over Leslie, who’s more petite. She glares at me. “How long have you ever been fucking my husband?”
“I fucked your ex-husband for the primary time on top of your divorce papers, the truth is,” I smirk at her, hands on my hips, daring her to make another move.
She shoots a malicious examine Rick, who’s intently studying the carpet. Turning back to me, she gives me an extended, appraising look, starting at my feet and slowly working her way up. Her stare is making me uncomfortable.
“I suppose my husband likes teenage bimbos, but i actually don’t understand what’s so spectacular about you. What’s the appeal, baby?” she addresses Rick again. He looks up at this query and his eyes immediately dart to mine. i do know exactly what my appeal is: I’m beautiful, i like sex, and that i know the way to mercilessly tease a person until he can’t remember his name. That has a tendency to cause them to get back for more. But I won’t tell Leslie that. An overworked, undersexed, raving bitch like Leslie wouldn’t understand a word of that. So, instead, I commit to show her.
I undo my robe and drop it to the ground. Leslie and Rick both look shocked. I hold out my arms, and switch around slowly in an entire circle. “Here you go, Leslie. For those who don’t understand the appeal now, you ought to get your eyes checked.”
What happened next came as an entire surprise. i used to be expecting a shouting tirade, or even even to get slapped. i didn’t expect Leslie to breakthrough, grab the back of my neck, and press her lips against mine, slipping her tongue into my mouth in a wet, probing kiss.
Damn.
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